At first I thought I was experiencing a starry night. Under a shimmering mass of points and light, I thought it was the evening sky. I realized then that it was a crystal cave. I was in one, once, in Bermuda. I was with someone else, but this time I was there alone. Being alone there was a combination of both calm and inspiring. I can’t believe it’s been over two years since I experienced my time of uncertainty: living from a bag, dating someone across the country, having no clear direction of my future. Yet, here I am now, fully trusting. Yes, I experience fear and uncertainty from time to time, but my inner wisdom tells me that I am on the right path for me. Often I feel brilliant and sparkling. I wake up in the morning and feel joy. I am (almost) always inspired throughout my day. In the evening, I am either beside my partner or have loving thoughts of him. I am going after what I want in this life without compromise. Everything is so bright and I am convinced of the direction. Despite the occasional want, I have little in the way of lack. If I had a crystal ball and tried to look into my future: I am convinced that everything is coming together in a miraculous way.

I am finally going to explore the Kalpa Bhadra Buddhist Centre in Guelph:

“Heart Jewel” with Lamrim meditation

The Heart Jewel sadhana together with meditation on the Lamrim ( Stages of the path to enlightenment ) is the daily practice of all Kadampa Buddhists. Engaging in this practice we receive the blessings of all enlightened beings. Through the power of these blessings we make progress in our practice of Lamrim. Heart Jewel practice is especially powerful to increase and protect our wisdom and with wisdom we can always solve our daily problems.