Raiders of the Lost Spark

I have a developing sense of detachment inside me over the current state of our home. With the fact that I am in the process of moving in, it looks like a tornado has been through. Somehow, though, I am growing less bothered by it. I look at it, shrug, and leave the room. While it doesn’t bring me pleasure, it doesn’t cause me any distress either. Now, it just IS.

“I have the strength to remain calm in the face of change.” – Louise L. Hay

A birthday affirmation for you …

I am a spiritual being in a spiritual universe.

Source energy is around me, in me, and that essence in which I have my very being.

I am unified with God.

Because of my unity with God, my thoughts and prayers, both conscious and subconscious, shape my life experience.

As Jesus said, whatsoever I desire, when I pray, I believe that I have received it, and I will have it.

My prayer or affirmation is a seed or kernel which is planted in source energy and which manifests in my life as experience.

My desire is for perfect health, which includes overflowing strength and power and energy and perfect balance so that I can run and not be weary, I can walk and not faint, I can play and love and celebrate and dance and love and live and have energy and wholeness to spare.

I therefore speak my word and plant the seed and say the prayer and make the affirmation that this perfect health is mine now. I ignore the conditions around me and focus on the perfect health which is my present possession. I believe that I have received it.

I also speak my word that my belief and faith and consciousness is shaped by source energy to give me the health that I desire. If there is any confusion or wrong thinking, I affirm that it is replaced with clarity and perfect faith and understanding and the right consciousness of perfect health and well-being, which results in the health I desire.

I know that my word commands source energy, just as a CEO commands her employees. As a spiritual being, I sit in the cat-bird seat and my word is as powerful as the words that Jesus spoke. I am happy and excited and grateful that this is so, and I use this power for good and for the full living and enjoyment of life.

I give thanks for all that I have received and all that I am receiving and all the good that I see unfolding into my experience.

And so I know that it is done! I release my word into source energy and step back and let it go and know that my work is done. All I do now is receive that which I have prayed for and enjoy it! It is so because I say it is so, and SO IT IS!

I think about that line often now… from Ram Dass’ Still Here Now. Whether or not it’s fibromyalgia or something else (I will say “else” as opposed to “worse”), it seems I have been given the gift of a different perspective. Having difficulty walking, having to ask for help, tripping and falling in public… I need to look within to find the grace I am lacking in my physical body. Although I do wish things were different, having acceptance of my now is going to make it easier to live, not merely exist.